Post by Jason Ryan on Oct 11, 2020 23:30:47 GMT -5
It's closing town in a cowboy type bar in Montana. At the counter is Jason, staring at a full glass of beer. The bartender frowns
You okay J?
I'm fine
Jason stands up and pays then leaves
Keep the change
Jason gets on his motorcycle and drives away. He keeps driving on a lonely highway until the sun starts to rise. He pulls over and stares at the empty plains of Montana
So it seems it is time to reopen the story that is Damon Warrens and Jason Ryan the greatest APW rivalry of all time. The feud that really put the company on the map. THis all started leading up to Kingdom Come where I did something I will never forgive myself for, something that keeps me up at night. The Scourge tormented poor Jamie, the boy didn't deserve that, Damon was so incensed he beat me at Kingdom Come, but I couldn't accept that so what do I do? I pull a ruse, outsmart Damon, trick him in not only putting the title but his career on the line, and I beat him. I know ever since then all you have thought about is your revenge. I'll be honest Damon you deserve it. I put you through hell and I know we ain't friends but wrestler to wrestler, man to man I'm deeply sorry for everything.
Jason lights a cigar and takes a deep drag
When I came back I knew atoning for my sins would be hard, I didn't expect it to be this difficult. I am, perhaps the most hated man in that locker room, eben now. Which is deserved, I have caused so much mayhem and misery. And the thing is, my old nature calls to me. Even now all I want to do is find Damon, split his skull open with Helga and throw poor Jamie out of a window. I just want to hurt people and every day I poor to God to take these desires away from me. The only thing stopping me from returning to that is my lord and savior. That is the only thing preventing me from reverting back to how I used to be.
Jason falls silent for a few moments, watching the sunrise before speaking again
I am trying so hard no to be that guy anymore. The guy who ends careers, that hurts people, that does what he wants and doesn't give a crap who gets in his way. And I know Damon is going to mock what a joke I was as champion. Be my guest Damon, I've heard it all before. Just know this Damon, I don't want this match, I truly don't. I love facing you, and hate it. I love fighting you because you bring out my best. You are my nemesis, you challenge me like none other. But I hate fighting you because facing you brings out that dark side I try so hard to seal away.
Jason takes off the cross he wears around his neck and looks at it
Everytime I wake up and try to get better. I look at my stupid face and tell myself I have become a better man. But I'm not. My current outlook, is a facade. I have to fool myself that I have become a better person just so I don't dwell on that evil side of me. Damon you know how evil I am, I made the fans cheer you when you were at the height of your own douche bag run. I caused the fans to cheer you, that's how evil I am. Even as we speak, I can hear Legion whispering in my ear. He's so happy to see you back Damon, he's been hoping for this. And I must confess, I don't think I'll be able to hold him back in our match Damon. I don't want this to be like our battles before. If we continue this war, one of us is gonna kill the other.
Jason buries his head in his hands
I am trying so hard to overcome my nature, but it seems everybody wants me to devolve into what I used to be. And Damon, I am warning you, do NOT push me into bringing back The Scourge. I promise you, if you cause him to return, I can promise you, you will regret it. I have spent months trying to get me back and you threaten to make all that meaningless. I gave up everything to seal Legion away. My wife, my acting career, The Bloodline, everything! I have nothing left!
Jason looks up, glaring at the camera
Do NOT make this personal. Cause if you bring back the devil, I can promise you, you cannot comprehend what will happen if you do.
You okay J?
I'm fine
Jason stands up and pays then leaves
Keep the change
Jason gets on his motorcycle and drives away. He keeps driving on a lonely highway until the sun starts to rise. He pulls over and stares at the empty plains of Montana
So it seems it is time to reopen the story that is Damon Warrens and Jason Ryan the greatest APW rivalry of all time. The feud that really put the company on the map. THis all started leading up to Kingdom Come where I did something I will never forgive myself for, something that keeps me up at night. The Scourge tormented poor Jamie, the boy didn't deserve that, Damon was so incensed he beat me at Kingdom Come, but I couldn't accept that so what do I do? I pull a ruse, outsmart Damon, trick him in not only putting the title but his career on the line, and I beat him. I know ever since then all you have thought about is your revenge. I'll be honest Damon you deserve it. I put you through hell and I know we ain't friends but wrestler to wrestler, man to man I'm deeply sorry for everything.
Jason lights a cigar and takes a deep drag
When I came back I knew atoning for my sins would be hard, I didn't expect it to be this difficult. I am, perhaps the most hated man in that locker room, eben now. Which is deserved, I have caused so much mayhem and misery. And the thing is, my old nature calls to me. Even now all I want to do is find Damon, split his skull open with Helga and throw poor Jamie out of a window. I just want to hurt people and every day I poor to God to take these desires away from me. The only thing stopping me from returning to that is my lord and savior. That is the only thing preventing me from reverting back to how I used to be.
Jason falls silent for a few moments, watching the sunrise before speaking again
I am trying so hard no to be that guy anymore. The guy who ends careers, that hurts people, that does what he wants and doesn't give a crap who gets in his way. And I know Damon is going to mock what a joke I was as champion. Be my guest Damon, I've heard it all before. Just know this Damon, I don't want this match, I truly don't. I love facing you, and hate it. I love fighting you because you bring out my best. You are my nemesis, you challenge me like none other. But I hate fighting you because facing you brings out that dark side I try so hard to seal away.
Jason takes off the cross he wears around his neck and looks at it
Everytime I wake up and try to get better. I look at my stupid face and tell myself I have become a better man. But I'm not. My current outlook, is a facade. I have to fool myself that I have become a better person just so I don't dwell on that evil side of me. Damon you know how evil I am, I made the fans cheer you when you were at the height of your own douche bag run. I caused the fans to cheer you, that's how evil I am. Even as we speak, I can hear Legion whispering in my ear. He's so happy to see you back Damon, he's been hoping for this. And I must confess, I don't think I'll be able to hold him back in our match Damon. I don't want this to be like our battles before. If we continue this war, one of us is gonna kill the other.
Jason buries his head in his hands
I am trying so hard to overcome my nature, but it seems everybody wants me to devolve into what I used to be. And Damon, I am warning you, do NOT push me into bringing back The Scourge. I promise you, if you cause him to return, I can promise you, you will regret it. I have spent months trying to get me back and you threaten to make all that meaningless. I gave up everything to seal Legion away. My wife, my acting career, The Bloodline, everything! I have nothing left!
Jason looks up, glaring at the camera
Do NOT make this personal. Cause if you bring back the devil, I can promise you, you cannot comprehend what will happen if you do.
