Post by Jason Ryan on Aug 30, 2020 22:47:33 GMT -5
Victoria Sabin lies in a alley, various empty beer bottles around her. She is clearly wasted, scrolling through her phone, looking at pictures of her younger self
You did it Vala, you made it into the police academy!
She slurs and laughs out loud, tilting her head to the night sky
I have made such a fucking mess of my life now haven't I? I should be a cop right now but here I am, in a world I do not belong in
Victoria tilts a bottle to her mouth and throws it away when she realizes it's empty
How do you do it Jason? How do you survive in such a harsh community? You have made a name for yourself in a world full of demons. You have become quite successful in the decade you've been wrestling Andc it is like a demon in my head, knowing how far you've come. I refused to believe someone like you could make it, or rather I wanted to take it away from you. Because I didn't feel like you deserved it. And while I still think that, I now understand why you've acted the way you have. This business is a cold unforgiving place and if you let it, it will kill you.
Victoria unsteadily stands to her feet and has to lean against the brick wall for support
I still hate you, I always will. But my hate has grown since I broke into this business and have seen all its faults and its few redeeming qualities. I hate you mainly because you chose wrestling over me. But I will no longer blame you for how things turned out. I am done giving you that power over my life. From now on, I will focus only on myself. WHich brings me to my upcoming match.
Victoria belches and laughs some more
I think I finally understand all this now. I understand how no one truly cares for anyone. I see now to make it I must become one of you. I never wanted to hurt anyone, I only got into this business for one reason. Revenge but I now see how blind and naive I was. Well trust me, the days of me taking it easy are over. From now on I have only one goal. To ruin anyone who gets in my way of being a champion. And no, I don't want gold to prove to Jason how much better than him. I want gold to prove that I am a cut above the rest. Because so far I haven't proven shit, and my life has gone down the toilet. How am I supposed to tell my son I'm okay when I'm clearly not?! I thought this is what I was supposed to do, that everything would be okay. But with each week I feel worse and worse and I don't know what to do anymore!
Victoria starts to sob, her cries splitting the quiet night air for a few minutes until she calms down
If I can't win this match, I don't know what to do. For you guys, you seek this as only a means to an end. But for me, If I don't start winning, my life means nothing
You did it Vala, you made it into the police academy!
She slurs and laughs out loud, tilting her head to the night sky
I have made such a fucking mess of my life now haven't I? I should be a cop right now but here I am, in a world I do not belong in
Victoria tilts a bottle to her mouth and throws it away when she realizes it's empty
How do you do it Jason? How do you survive in such a harsh community? You have made a name for yourself in a world full of demons. You have become quite successful in the decade you've been wrestling Andc it is like a demon in my head, knowing how far you've come. I refused to believe someone like you could make it, or rather I wanted to take it away from you. Because I didn't feel like you deserved it. And while I still think that, I now understand why you've acted the way you have. This business is a cold unforgiving place and if you let it, it will kill you.
Victoria unsteadily stands to her feet and has to lean against the brick wall for support
I still hate you, I always will. But my hate has grown since I broke into this business and have seen all its faults and its few redeeming qualities. I hate you mainly because you chose wrestling over me. But I will no longer blame you for how things turned out. I am done giving you that power over my life. From now on, I will focus only on myself. WHich brings me to my upcoming match.
Victoria belches and laughs some more
I think I finally understand all this now. I understand how no one truly cares for anyone. I see now to make it I must become one of you. I never wanted to hurt anyone, I only got into this business for one reason. Revenge but I now see how blind and naive I was. Well trust me, the days of me taking it easy are over. From now on I have only one goal. To ruin anyone who gets in my way of being a champion. And no, I don't want gold to prove to Jason how much better than him. I want gold to prove that I am a cut above the rest. Because so far I haven't proven shit, and my life has gone down the toilet. How am I supposed to tell my son I'm okay when I'm clearly not?! I thought this is what I was supposed to do, that everything would be okay. But with each week I feel worse and worse and I don't know what to do anymore!
Victoria starts to sob, her cries splitting the quiet night air for a few minutes until she calms down
If I can't win this match, I don't know what to do. For you guys, you seek this as only a means to an end. But for me, If I don't start winning, my life means nothing
