Lilianna Rose... This is Your Life

”Phoenix and I won our little tag match. The fucking whore had the audacity to attack me after I got the win. It is what it is I guess. I can’t focus on Phoenix. I need to focus on the Junior Heavyweight Championship. I have to focus on the fatal four way.”

The camera pans slowly in a circle showing Lilianna Rose sitting behind her desk, her platinum blonde hair up in a tight bun. She is looking down at some paperwork as she sighs and shakes her head in disapproval.

”It is kind of crazy really. I look at this week’s match and I can pretty much trace my own path to this point in each and every one of these competitors. Let us start with that young, naive Lilianna Rose. The one who met her heroes. I never understood the phrase don’t meet your heroes until the day I let The Lesbian Alliance, Kylie Moore and Alyssa Jenkins and they put me on a path of destruction I had no clue I would never be able to get off of. I trained under them and honed my craft. I was young and dumb.

Much like you, Victoria, I fell in love with this shitty business. I had no clue of the backstage politics and the bullshit I would go through from day one in WCF. You have no idea what you are getting yourself into this week. You lost to Vinny last week, how in the world will you fare against the likes of me?

From day one, when I handed Christian Rivers and Matthew Black their collective asses. When I showed my hand in this business it was the beginning of the end of the sweet and nice Lilianna Rose. Gone for good was the niceness. Gone for good was the heart of gold. Here to stay was the fierce and sassy Lilianna. The one you either loved or you hated and there is no in between.

I am trying to save you from becoming that way. I am trying to save your innocence. This isn’t even saying you are a bad wrestler because, let’s face it, I have been too preoccupied with the fake Cullen bitch to even know who you are. I only know what I see on TV. I know you are not ready for this. I know you cannot handle me inside the ring. You are the Lilianna Rose who didn’t matter. You are the rookie who won’t get one over on this veteran. You may be a champion one day Victoria, but it won’t be at the expense of me. It won’t be at the expense of Phoenix LeStrange because if anyone is taking her down it will be me.”

Lilianna Rose stands up and walks over to a picture of Cleo Masters, her gymnastics mentor and former manager. She runs her black, freshly manicured stiletto nails along the picture as she speaks.

”I made my name known as a member of Fourgasm with the Lesbian Alliance and our manager, the woman in this picture, Cleo Masters. You see, Cleo’s death was untimely but it reminded me that nothing is forever. Kylie, Alyssa, Cleo, and I used to say Fourgasm was forever but how wrong we were. Nothing is forever, and that includes you and this vampire schtick, Phoenix. You may think you are immortal but you aren’t. You can keep running all you want but when the cards are dealt it will be you with the raw end of the deal. You made your bed and I will make sure you lie in it. The one thing Fourgasm taught me is to be true to yourself. You have to be truthful or you will always be gullible Phoenix. I didn’t want to dislike you. I wanted to like you. I saw what you did to that poor girl and, though you did it to an extreme, I was taken back to when Kylie Moore and Alyssa Jenkins used a sixteen year old girl to get their love of this business back. I am taken back to how awful they were to me. The whole time we were in training they manipulated me and used me to advance themselves. Do you think Kylie Moore would own a wrestling company today if it weren’t for me? Hell no. You used Maddalyn in the same sense and it makes me sick to my stomach. You have called me a slut and a whore and, in all honesty, you were not wrong. The difference between me and you, is I am true to who I am. I own it. You just post thirst trap pictures and then act like you don’t know what you did. You play this naive little one. You play this vampire shit up so much, that I think you are beginning to believe it. I think you absolutely believe your own bullshit and I am here to bring the truth to light.

You are like the Daughters of Darkness era of Lilianna Rose mixed with Fourgasm. You are a mostly intelligent whore who knows how to get what she wants and that could make you so dangerous if used for the right reasons Phoenix. Instead you decide to play the dumb whore looking for validation from random people on the internet instead of facing the truth that you just aren’t as good as you think you are. You are the me who almost figured out who she was.”

At that point, Cray Mitchell, begins blasting “Entrance of the Gladiators” as Lilianna rolls her eyes.

”Cray we have been over this. Don’t interrupt me when I am in my office. You are allowed in here by INVITE ONLY!”

Cray nods as he walks out of the door. Lilianna shakes her head in disappointment.

”It is like I walked back into the Dark Carnival with that cringe inducing Jesis Kryst and his little slutty clowns. That is you Giggles. You may not be slutty but you are a cringe inducing clown. You are not a champion. You are someone who is holding a title. You are someone who was in the right place at the right time and this week I will prove that your little circus is nothing more than a coverup for you hating yourself as a person. That is all the Dark Carnival was. We hid our own imperfections behind clown masks and tag matches. We hid who we were from the world much like you and your “friends” do. When the world is against you, you run from it. You want to hideaway with any group who will accept you. I was once like you. I once didn’t like who I was either.

I, now, am the ring leader. I took over my own personal circus. I have my own monkeys, namely Cray and his hoes do my dirty work. They are my henchmen. Giggles, the day you go out on your own and be honest about who you are, is the day I will take you seriously. Until then, you are just another monkey acting in someone else’s circus. You are a follower, a sheep for lack of better words. I know because I was once in your shoes. I followed Kylie and Jesis around like a lost little puppy dog. Know who else is like that? Cray. He is lost without me but at least he admits it. Will you admit it, Giggles? Will you admit that you are a sheep? Probably not because, like most people in this business, you are too consumed with ego to admit that you follow others. You believe you are a leader but you are being led.”

Lilianna sits at her desk again as she kicks her eight inch stiletto heels up on her desk. She laughs as she speaks louder this time.

”The moral of this story is that we all have to be true to ourselves. It is too late for Phoenix and Giggles to learn this lesson but perhaps I can save Victoria. When I win the title this week, I will make sure people see what I am truly capable of. I will make sure you all see what myself and the network are capable of this week. I will make sure you all see that I am far from done with making people be honest with us about who they are.”

A knock is heard at the door. Sylk Michaels, a protege of Liliana Rose, enters the room.

”Miss Michaels, please have a seat. We have much to discuss.”

Sylk has a seat as Lilianna forces the camera crew out the door and the scene fades to black. Lilianna Rose seems to be up to no good but what else is new? Would she be the new Junior Heavyweight Champion after Metal? We would soon see but if you ask her she is the only one who deserves it. Lilianna Rose… this is your life.